suppose to report to work at 7 but i woke up at 6.30 today..its the last day of work so i tot i would be happy..reach there ard 8 so i started work den..vry busy n tiring since we need to carry everything which is left at the tent back into the store..some need to be put back to the warehouse so we helped to carry them to the lorry..abit crazy today...was shouting for the packet drinks..lai ah lai offer 7 dollar yao mai yao kuai!! LOL..hai..but somehow at the end of the day there i was'nt really happy as i tot i would be..i m somehow troubled..i dun feel right at all..i actually felt sad..i just couldnt make my first attempt..its a blank n i cant open my freaking mouth.how stupid..i cant do things correctly the whole day..alright..there is still hope left..using my last resort is to get help from kerry..wish i wont be disappointed this time..i really think i m going to become emo core sooner or later..its been a long time since the last 1..still thinking and feeling like dieing..
HELP ME GOD.!!