Rotten

Went to bliss to drink with anjun and gang. gays buddy are all having their fuck up problems. and they all comes together. hahs. its like a curse or wadeva.. but compared to them mine is just of a piece of cake level. and? i have nth to complain. but when i m with them its so dam hard to not laugh at their craziness. like all ur problems will disappear for tt instant when i we are together. its just a bless to study in a gay sch i once always grumbled about. they nvr fail to cheer everyone up hahas!

couldnt slp till almost 6 in morning when i came back from bliss. thought of all possible way to make myself slp but i couldnt. just kept thinking. for the past few days i wasnt able to slp as well. like i m always aslp after 4 or 5. and i does stupid thing u cant imagine to make myself slp. LOLS. its not like i dono wads going on. i m fucking aware. just tt i cant come out with a conclusion. lols. its so fucking unfair. GOD, U AINT DOING UR HOMEWORK. i m not such a wonderful guy who deserve such wonderful things. maybe my life seems tough. but everyone has their difficulties in life and i bet some are worst den mine. not as if i m the only 1. gif me a break i m not used to my life since the year 2007 start. everything went so wrong. i m much more used to my more den lonely life way back b4 year 2007.

thx frens.
i want everything back to normal.
including u.
since the day we started.
u dont have to wait.
coz it wont be too long.