for now i hope his future wont be affected. and he is alright.
n tt i can learn from this lesson tt the clear minded person should do the negotiation when the other 2 is heated up.
for wad i noe i just couldnt think rationally. wad i thought of now did not came out of my mind at tt moment.n when i knew it, i was too late to do anything. and yes the big problem is with my attitude towards things in life. for now a "none of my business" attitude will be a no no. and that i should be mature enough to handle this kind of things right?
n yes i failed to do anything at tt moment. the "i thought" thingy will be just bullshit. becoz i failed to analyze the situation i made 2 person suffer the consequences. i could have do something.
n to tt idiot i mentioned. i m sorry, i think u were quite right. coz when u were not at the scene tt thinking of urs is the most logical 1. is to stop it. right? such simple task n i failed to do it.

haha. how hilarious.but its true.

hmm..sch today was better i guess. tho i cant find the joy i had when i first stepped into sch but i will work harder to change myself. to change my life and change the ppl ard me. my new thinking is. if theres hope i will attempt to change him.if there is none.den i will stay away from him.

For now. wads done cannot be undone. thx to ah ma =)
and thx to tt sms YF. it helps alot. really =)
feels better now n i m ready to face myself again. the road ahead will be tougher but tts how life always were right? hahs. maybe tomorrow will be a new me? maybe not. it depends. =/