i m always tested to the limit.
i think i may explode anytime from now on. i m vry sure if i were to start letting all my emotions out it will be nvr ending. theres lot of work to do. firstly i need to start on my mosaic, find time to go for a art gallery for my projects, and start studying macro econs and bus stats. dam this 2 sub makes me headache. well, i believe i can catch up fast enuff if i start organizing my time.

2ndly i need to start hunting for job SOON. i had been dragging too long. but i really think i wont be able to cope wif my studies if i start working. for mosaic i alrdy need much time on it. and wads more exam will be ard the corner real soon. money is a problem but now i m having many more BIG problem. n well i m not stating every 1 of it but i just wish i can somehow persevere through.

maybe its another big test for me? will i get all beat up, collapse and nvr stand up again?
wooohooooo. i m thinking too much. i need a rest.