Recalling from APEL class.

Money is everything! who say money is evil? money is the root of evil? dam ppl who agree with tt.
i shall say all mankind need money. money can nvr be evil. mankind are the 1 being evil. how can money be evil? they are like GOD! money cant BUY everything. but money to me is everything. what much can u do without money? I LOVE MONEY SOOO MUCH.

Reckon. if i have the money. i will buy mum a BIG WIDE SCREEN PLASMA TV, send her oversea, enjoy food, shop, spa, spend spend spend. BUY nice nice car, drive my family ard. Buy nice food. spoil them with all goodies. oh ya. ii almost forget. i shall my dad a big nice grand COFFIN. so he can rest in peace and nvr return from his sleep again :D

i HATE it. when my mum says she pity me.
coz i pity her 10X more.
i HATE it. when she want to give me $$.
i wan her to have 10X more.
i HATE it. when she complains abt the appliances going haywire within the house.
i want to have the ability to get her new 1.
lighten her burden
my sis burden
or rather erase them.

i belive most family have their problem.
i have mine.
its not i m trying to feel pathetic.
coz i dont think so.
i pity them. my sis with not much saving.
my mum always worrying.

can u please. if u really exist. GOD find me a way.
SOONER. i wan them happy.
i m gonna work like a TARD during next long vacation.
even if i m going to get tired. even if i cant find the timee to play.
its just tt i m so afraid that the fren i adores so much forget my existence.
sometimes it really hurts.
hearing their fun times. without me.
i decided to slack. run and avoid.
but not again. i m gonna like work like MONEYTARD.
TARD. TARD. TARD.

Thousand thoughts running through my mind.
over n over again.
not tt i m being random.
not tt i like to complain.
not tt i dont wan to be happy.
sometimes the situation doesn't allows.
going moody all of a sudden is not without reason.
trying to be happy is wad i m always doing.
not trying to be EMO u stupid ah TEO.
JK. :)

i m not sure if i m going under lots of stress. maybe i m just not cut for everyting.
maybe i cant handle burden.
maybe i just like to complain coz i couldn't find a better solution.
am i trying to avoid anot. i m not sure. frens are important, family are important.
MONEY is important. of coz. still money is not on top of my list tho i love it so much.

giving much thought about money after talking to ongqi.
hahahaha. i din noe i could write soo much. LOLS
i m being longwinded. bye bye.
VIWAWA time :D